Fitness Almost Killed Me: How to Tell The Difference Between Fitness & An Eating Disorder

I am in recovery from almost every eating disorder known to humanity, including exercise addiction. I have a tough relationship to fitness. While it sounds appealing—sounds healthy—sounds sexy, even, the truth is… fitness almost cost…

On Sex Jedihood: Why I Won’t Ejaculate in 2021

Hardly an hour goes by in my waking life without some kind of thought, action, or desire for something to do with sex. How in the same minute I can have rational, philosophical thoughts, write…

The Keys to Fulfillment and Success, or How to Find Your “Game”

This is a guest post by my friend Justin Roethlingshoefer. NEW YORK, NY September 28, 2020, 7:00am Beep. Beep. Beep. My alarm rings in my west village studio apartment. Fuck, I’m late for boxing with…

3 Things I Hate (But Still Do Every Day)

When we tell ourselves that we hate an activity, oftentimes we really just hate being bad that it. It’s time to get over that.